Lying Low in October
Mercury retrograde almost all month. Hunters out stalking prey. Novel deadline looming. Papers and exams multiply, spilling from my book bag as if by evil magic. Homework! Mine AND theirs. Other stuff. One order of Quiet Reflection to go, please.
I have a plan for this month that involves nothing more than stillness and quiet as often as possible amid all the crazy. At one point, I almost went away to achieve it. Then I decided to find peace right where I’m at, in the middle of more stress than I can manage on my own. So I called in the troops.
Dinner? Maybe. It’s still harvest time here in Michigan and slicing fresh tomatoes is easy. Stirring up acorn squash soup soothes me. Roasting the last of the corn, slicing apples and eating them raw. No shortage of food in the fridge, but if dinner in the traditional sense doesn’t happen, I’m not stressing about it. I need to get over that forever and this month is the perfect time to begin. It’s not like I have children to feed anymore. More like an inner directive “Thou shall make dinner every night.” New memo to self: don’t sweat over stove duty.
Also booked a massage and a reflexology treatment. I’ll do that a couple of times this month. I crave the soothing touch of a person trained to ease every muscle in my body. Today, instead of hitting the yoga studio, I’m going to practice in the quiet of my own home. Morning meditation already met. Thoughtful reflection in diary instead of dashing off final chapters of novel. I’m seeing someone, a therapist. She’s given me a writing assignment to help sort out a personal mess.
If I can get things to slow down, find time to just be, I think what I will be is fine.
*Photo by Debra Bressman from a limited edition short story that eventually became Gypsy.
No judgement toward hunters implied! My family is full of them. And if someone wants to make it for me, I might even try a little venison stew:)
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Reblogged this on Anita & Jaye Dawes and commented:
You will be fine, just take enough time out to calm everything down. Whenever I reach my ‘overflow’ moments, I down tools and do something completely undemanding, like gardening or sitting by the lake…
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I love that idea! And thanks for the reblog again, Jenanita:)
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So glad you are taking care of you, Cindy! I hope there is an hour for lunch with Linda in this month…
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Oh yes, friends like you are the best medicine!
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